Who would have thought, he was fine on Friday and then this, Questions lots answers not many I feel guilty should I have done more why why why why, I want the pain to go away the tears to easy but the love to always stay with us. Matthew has taken this so hard he has thrown himself into his new buiness and probably wont really greive until he has gone to print.
Tzar was the light of my love the little red flame that burned brightly and love so joyously, he made us laugh he made us cry but most of all he loves us so much as we were his protectors.
This is a poem for Tzar our little angel I have been typing this for ages I also did a poem when Tiffany left us. Its just what I do

Who Would Have Thought
Who Would Have Thought
You came to me one Christmas Day
Wearing a beautiful tartan Bow
You made my Day!
Who would have thought
We loved you with all our hearts
And thought you very smart
With Tiffany you would play
And lay in the sunshine all day
our love will forever be
A piece of you within me
Who would have thought
When Tiffany left our family
We worried your life would be empty
Then Phoenix came along
A test for you for so long
But you loved her all the more
Because she opened another Door
Who would have thought
You became a kitten again
And smitten we all were
For Six months you were happy
To have another sibling, To play with every day
And chase through every door
Who would have thought
We had to say goodbye today
To my boy who's made me cry
So suddenly
With Heavy heart that aches and tears that wont subside
For you my boy we send this message
And hope that you will wait
For one day we will be together
To hold you once more
Who would have thought
We whispered to you we loved you
And hugged you with all our heart
And sent you to the Lord above
To love whilst were apart
With Tiffany waiting for you
To Guide you through the door
Who would have thought
With Gossimar Wings your Soar
And Fly high above us now
Remember we still love you and will forever and for now
Your always in our hearts and in dreams we’ll meet
To love each other unconditionally until the very end
Mummy, Daddy and Phoenix
This post has been edited by Avalon: 12 October 2009 - 04:16 PM

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